Is it proper for me to pray to be with Jesus faster?

I am beset all around by evil and atheism. I want very much now to be with my Lord. I am only 30 but so very tired of it all and want to be seated by His side. I want no more of this mortal existence on this smut planet. My problem is I am still very young and will not die for many years, and worry that anything I might do to hasten my demise might be seen as suicide. But there has to be some valid mechanism for delivering we tired and weary to His Kingdom.